Moving is painful

If I missed a link you think I should have, reply, email me, IM me, call me, whatever. I have a hard enough time thinking when I'm not trying to swap sites.

Otherwise, it looks like I won't be able to sleep right tonight again. Every time I lay down my mind gets to work and I start to feel paranoid and afraid. Unsettling, so, I'm sitting in front of the computer, again. Can't get on to WoW to get distracted, it's the middle of the night, all my friends here are asleep, all my friends on the other side of this little rock are at work.

Why does it seem like I'm trying to prevent myself from being happy?

Don't I deserve to be happy?

I've never identified with 'normal' people, but, right now I feel so... anti-normal. Unhealthy, unable to function in a way anywhere close to decently.

For now I'm going to just turn up my music loud enough to drown out my thoughts.