Today was so long. I'm exhausted. Feeling additionally worn out now that all the crises and emergencies have seemed to end, and I've had a chance to breathe. I wanna just crawl into bed and ignore the world for a little while, so, that's what I'm gonna do. Sleep is the best medicine for abandonment. When I wake up I'll be able to focus on you friends who haven't thrown me aside. But, like I said, tonight I'm going to be selfish and retreat.