Addiction is a Bitch
And I want a cigarette so bad... I'm gonna go pace around the house for a while, maybe do pushups until I pass out or something. Addiction sucks, today is the 70th day I've been smoke free, I haven't cheated at all, not one drag, I haven't even held a smoke... but right now I'm lookin at the pile of change on my dresser trying to not go over and count it to see if there's enough for a pack of cheap smokes. This sucks, so bad.
posted by Jered @ 4:12 AM
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I hope you won't give in to temptation... I know it sounds weird, coming from me, but you've done it successfully so far, and I hope that you'll continue. Full support from me. *hugs* You can do it!
Dawn
Thanks for the support, it's hard here because all the people who want me to succeed don't know how difficult it is to deal with addiction, and it seems like everyone I know who understands the process wants me to fail. ^_^ This week so far has been easier, I wonder how many more hurdles I have to get over? It doesn't feel much like me to say this, but, your words there really helped me out to regroup and get past that little bump. :)
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